Seeking

Dear diary Its july7, my name is Julia, I live in this world that is full of lies. I dont know who I can trust. Than again there is this guy that I have been following around for a while. I seem to know alot about this guy, His name is Winston I have this strange feeling about him and its not one of those bad feelings. For some reason I jus want to tell him how I feel about him but I have too think of a way to do that........I have a grand idea I will write him a letter. Wait wat will I say? How will he react? Does he feel the same way? Im scared of his reaction but this is the only way I can find out is he the man that I been looking for. I write over and over again and I destroyed them im now on my 6th paper and i wrote I Love You! Its perfect now how will I give him this note.......

The day has come Im nervous because anything can go wrong. I see Winston and he see's me we some how connect and I slide him my note and I kept walking I didnt stop, I didnt look back I did not make it notice able at all. About three days later I wrote him again I jus had to know more I wanted to know do he feel the same or what! I tell him to meet me and when he showed up I just knew it was destiny he was the guy atlease I think we couldnt do much we just blended with the crowed and i told him I know a place where we can go and I gave him the directions and the time and the day. We now just disapear in different directions. Im now at home thinking will he stand me up? I answer it and I tell myself no he wouldnt I wait and wait for the day to come.

July 12 today is the big day im so excited to see him as I leave my home I pass all the thought police and I thought "I wonder if they know where iam going im so nervous but I continue to walk and they soon disapeared. Im now walking through the woods and its all familiar to me because I been here plenty of times with my other men but Winston doesnt know that. I now see Winston he looks scared and I walk over too him and the day begins...To be continued.....